The Waystead is a Hermitage of the Lindisfarne Community, established with the intent to foster the love of God in the world. My resolve is to follow the Way of the One in Whom we live and move and have our Being.
I trust that by thoughtfully founding, and steadfastly keeping, a dwelling place and setting it apart as a place of prayer, reflection, and contemplation, I will be able to hold onto that resolve.
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The Main Thing
160 The main thing
about your word is that it’s true; and all your just rulings last forever.
18 Adonai made this
known to me, and then I knew —
you showed me what
they were doing.
19 But I was like a
led to be slaughtered;
I did not know that
they were plotting
schemes against me —
16 “Pay attention! I
am sending you out like sheep among wolves, so be as prudent as snakes and as
harmless as doves.
Today is the
commemoration of St. James of Jerusalem. (Known as ‘The Just’, the brother of
Funny, lately I’ve read a great deal about James the Just,
and as far as the readings go it seems there’s been a coincidence in other
areas as well, mainly regarding discussions I’ve been having about things that
are True and Eternal, and about Paying Attention.
So it’s time to ferret out the connecting thread, I guess.
The first reading reminded me painfully of the times that I had
been ‘like a tame lamb led to the slaughter’, oblivious of other people’s ill
will. When I did finally get it, it hurt something awful. I was forced to
notice that the psalmist said that God ‘made this known’ to him. It never
occurred to me that it might have been God that made me get it; made me see that
I’d been set up to be mocked by people
who really didn’t like me.
The other thing that I’ve been adding to my understanding
lately, is the idea that we are all connected; all ‘in the same boat’; all
beholden to one another.
So if I put those two things together, it shows me exactly
how God makes that kind of thing known. God makes us see into other people’s
hearts, and see how we are connected. We see how we share the impulse to harm;
to belittle; to make fun of other people. We don’t just get it because we’re
told, we get it because we feel it. When we know, we can then look back on when
we did not know, and when we compare the two and ask ourselves, “How come now
we know the difference?” the answer has to be, “Because I might have done the
same thing to someone else.” We have to recognize that our understanding came
from asking the question, “Why would they do something like that?” And not just
asking it, but actually trying to answer it. That’s when we understand that the
only way to answer the question is to ask ourselves, “Why would I do something like that?” That’s when
we understand that the only reason we’re able to answer the question, is that
we too are perfectly capable of ‘doing something like that’. It’s our trust,
like the tame lamb, that tempts us to ‘lead each other to slaughter’. It’s knowing
in our hearts just how tempting it can be to abuse trustfulness for the sake of
a practical joke. Not to mention what Jeremiah is talking about, which was
deadly serious and could have ended up with him not just mocked, but deader
than a doornail.
So how does that tie in with the Gospel? Well, Jesus told
them to be both prudent and harmless. He also implied that knowing the danger
ahead of time doesn’t always help you avoid it. In fact, he pretty much said
that it wouldn’t. So why bother? I think the key to understanding it is
that it isn’t about avoiding your enemy’s plots. No, it’s about being able to
see the value of being a “tame lamb,” and the resolution to go right on being a
tame lamb, only a tame lamb with its eyes wide open, knowing exactly where it’s
being led off to. It’s about knowing that we are all lambs being led to the slaughter. So all that stuff in the
Psalms and the Old Testament begging God to visit ‘retribution’ on our ‘enemies’---
could that be simply a request for our enemies to have the same understanding
about the whole mess that we do?
The other thing that popped into my head was this: I can’t
think of anything more disconcerting to an enemy than to realize that their
victim knows perfectly well what they are plotting, and is going to just go ahead and let them do it! After all, that’s
exactly what Jesus did, and it disconcerted all of history.
So the Psalm and Jeremiah prefigure the Jesus event. God
shows the trusting Lamb what the enemy intends, and the Lamb goes right on
Jesus tells his disciples to be prudent but harmless,
because those are good ways to be. He sends them into danger and tells them
that they might not survive, and expects them to follow his example and go
anyway, still trusting.
I’m not sure if there’s a thin connecting thread that leads
to James the Just, but there must have been a reason that he was called ‘The
Just’. So where is the justice in all this?
That leads us back around to the Psalm, and its
unsophisticated point that “the main thing” is that nothing’s worth anything if
it isn’t true, and once a thing has been decided, it’s a done deal. It’s a good
thing God’s verdicts are fair, right?
Well, what about when there’s no way to be fair? What about
when trust encourages contempt? What about when it’s the innocent that suffer, and
the shrewd that escape? What about when God’s retribution turns out to be
enlightenment? What if God’s punishment is just that moment when you realize
the truth, and you say, “Oh, Shit!”
What about the smack-in-the-face realization that trust
exists because of deceit; innocence depends on guilt, and vengeance relies on mercy?
Where does that leave us? Back at trust?
Well, maybe it just leaves us at the gates of Heaven, asking
ourselves, “Where to now?"
Lectionaries are funny things— weird, abstruse little lists
of biblical passages by number, sort of like tide tables or bus schedules. Today’s
Lectionary passages (for 3-9-2018, the week of the third Sunday in Lent) are:
Psalm 88; Genesis 47:1-26; 1 Corinthians 9:16-27; and Mark 6:47-56 About a month ago I posted a reflection in response to
Abbess Jane’s Lectionary Musings blog on the same passage from Corinthians as the
one listed for today in the Daily Office Readings Lectionary (BCP). That was
supposed to be the reading for the 6th Sunday of Epiphany, according
to +Jane, but I just can’t find it anywhere. I looked up Epiphany 6 in both the
Daily Office Lectionary and the Revised Common Lectionary—not there. It’s not
the reading from the Lindisfarne Community’s A Way of Living Lectionary for
either Year 1 or 2 either. Oh well. I was never the sort of autist who is fascinated by such
things as bus schedules. I am much more inclined to be enthralled by maps. I
wonder if I could make a L…
On Sunday the Psalm was the famous 23rd.
I’ve heard it so many times that I never expected anything new to come
wandering across the border from that hinterland, but there ya go. So, the
liminal phrase is this: “Your rod and your staff they comfort me,” or as
the CJB says, “your rod and staff reassure me.” I got to thinking, “Well, just exactly how does a shepherd
use a staff and a rod?” The staff is used to guide the sheep and to catch them.
Traditional staffs used in the UK have horn crooks with a sharp curled tip,
which I suspect is designed to catch in the fleece. The rod was essentially a
club used to defend against predators, but also as a goad to correct the sheep.
I’ve never really identified with the sheep; I mean they are
really not very smart and don’t have much of a survival instinct. I also have
misgivings about identifying myself as the shepherd of the sheep. So, I asked
myself, “What other role might I fill in the whole sheep-shepherd metaphor?”
and it came to me: Shee…
1 Corinthians 13:1-13 Complete Jewish Bible (CJB) 4 Love is patient and kind, not jealous, not boastful, 5 not proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered,
and it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not gloat over other people’s sins
but takes its delight in the truth. 7 Love always bears up, always trusts,
always hopes, always endures.
I’ve read this over about five times now, and it keeps on
growing in my mind. The above is only a part of the verse cited, but it’s the
part that kept reaching out and poking me. It’s the part that I felt was
reading me; the part that was peering
into my heart to see what is going on in there. It’s the part that sat down in
front of me with a questioning look on its face, put its chin in its hand, and
looked at me without saying anything. And kept on looking. Eventually I started noticing specific things; I started trying
to see what the verse was looking at in me. I noticed that it started out by
talking about what love is; then what it isn’t; then back …