The Thing About Enlightenment...
Okay, I just had a little ‘satori’ about satori.
I could be wrong, but it often seems to me that many Zen
practitioners have an idea that “enlightenment” is some kind of special,
non-ordinary state of realization in which the one who experiences it is sort
of ‘swept away’ and is never the same afterward; who becomes a different person
from then on.
I don’t think that’s a very accurate notion, and the reason
that I think that is because I’ve been watching Brad Warner’s little
dharma-talk videos, almost one a day— like a Zen vitamin supplement— and he
talks about enlightenment a lot, with a very pragmatic and no-nonsense
perspective.
So this morning, something he said, which didn’t have much
to do with his topic (on the difference between “Don’t Know Mind” and “No
Mind”) made me sit up and make a connection which caused me to say “Aha!”.
Then, I remembered that when I was teaching Karate, I often referred to what I
called “The ‘Aha!’ Moment” and I would try many different methods to spark that
moment in my students’ minds. It was unmistakable when it happened, and it is
also a very familiar and obvious occurrence to everyone.
My “Aha!” moment was simply this: any and all moments
like this— moments when a person suddenly ‘gets it’— are worthy of being called
enlightenment, or satori, or realization. I think that’s all the Zen
masters mean when they talk about this experience. Zen practice is simply the
ongoing endeavor to make as much room as possible in our heart/mind/body for
such moments to occur.
Enlightenment is not a steady state sort of condition. Any
time a person says “Oh, that’s what that is!” or “Wow, now
I get it!” or “Aha!” in a moment of sudden comprehension
or delight— that’s enlightenment. That’s it. Nothing more out-of-the-ordinary
than that. Everyday, plain, familiar, and unexceptionable. (I also noticed the
prevalence of the exclamation “Hah!” in the Zen stories, which I take to be
“Aha!” in a Zen accent.)
So, the gist of my little satori was this:
So that’s
what they mean when they say “Everyone is already enlightened”!
We all know those kinds of moments. We’ve all had them. The
only thing about Zen practice that’s any different from anyone else’s mundane, unremarkable
lives, is that Zen pays attention to these moments; it considers them worthy
and valuable in the grand scheme of things.
Zen recognizes these “Aha!” moments; writes stories
about them; gives advice about how to make enough internal elbow-room to enable
such moments to occur more easily and frequently.
Zen practitioners might be called stalkers of the ‘Aha!
Moment,’ which would make their meditation cushions equivalent (sort of) to a
blind deep in the woods or up in a tree, where they wait patiently and silently
for the Wild Aha! to wander near, all unsuspecting. Extending this already
silly analogy, we might liken the Precepts to trap cameras we carefully set
out, year-round, beside likely trails and water-holes, to mark the comings and
goings of these shy creatures. Zen study could be compared to a sketch map we
make, showing the dirt access roads that lead to the Aha!’s home range, and the
meadows where we will camp in order to get up early, hoping to see these
marvelous creatures with our very own eyes.
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